My very first full-time job offer! (Y)

Recently I have family issues. It was even worse this morning. Trust level has gone to the bottom. I feel betrayed. Did not really have the mood to prepare for interview. If friends did not push me every now and then, I really do not know how far to carry on, or rather stop everything,disconnect with the world. Friend, Lover, Colleague. What's the possibility of being betrayed by Family? For a person like me, who always put family as first priority, I really really wish everything's a bad dream, when I wake up, everything is back to normal, after argument I still feel like I am a part of the members. but NOW, I do not know who to trust anymore.

Anyway interview was kinda screwed up, THREE interviews, TWO managers, ONE contract.

Can you imagine? When you know nothing about the company and brand, you do not even bother to google it out, and use your stupid logic to answer the manager, and when she seemed like kicking you out anytime soon, you feel stress, lost and hopeless. then opportunity knocks on your door. ain't you supposed to scream and hug the assistant who welcome you to join their company?! I feel thankful yet puzzled. Everything happened so sudden and fast. I left the company with heavy heart, headache and felt like vomiting. That's not me. 

Anyway, K.O straight after interview. Took a nap and finally feeling much better now. Browsed through the site. Their dresses are omg pretttyyyyy! and I can't wait to work! Guess I am the only one who do homework AFTER an interview. Seriously! My life is always risky! and I love it! (;

(p.s.: He supposed to accompany me to interview but he did not! wasted my time to plan at night. #girlscommonproblem -___-)