I have been sleeping all day. N i dreamt of me hugging my big bro's friend,complain to him about life. then the brothers protect me like I'm their one n only princess. I miss that. When all i have to do is to open my mouth n tell them my wants. I was a lucky little pampered gal. I had the best childhood. things were so different now,I've gotta fight for everything n I have never adapted well to be an adult n handle everything myself.