I ain't pretty n smart. Not rich. No sweet-talk No lady-like. No nothing. I hide my feeling. I stuff everything inside. That's why you think I know everything and able to grow up myself. I have childhood that every little girl wish for. You gave me all my wants,but neglected my needs. Experience. No one to guide me. No one to lead me. I cannot use chopstick. I cannot swim. You taught me,but failed,so I give up. From chopstick to society. Step by step. I have to experience it by my own self. I am slow. I am blur. I am emo. I am a mute. I am boring. But there is one thing,I hope you get it. Parts of me still care and love you. I believe in hope because the other parts of me have faith in you. Please don't give up on me. I am just trying to find out the real me,where I actually stand in the world,in someone's, everyone's world.

I love you.

Sincerely,your daugther.

Sincerely,your sister.