Wednesday, October 28, 2009
nothing nothing absolutely nothing..
lolz
this song came across my mind out of a sudden
I miss GB
but I dont wish to go back. do not know WHY
Hmm
anyway

lolz
this song came across my mind out of a sudden
I miss GB
but I dont wish to go back. do not know WHY
Hmm
anyway

my older brother called me up yesterday afternoon (when I's in the computer lab)
Did not manage to answer his call
but I rushed home and my mum called him back
haix
Really wish to stay with him and my da sao again
How I wish they could NAG me everyday
now getting older
My older brother does not even bother to talk nonsense to me =\
When's the last time She 'joked'with me?
When's the last time He chated to me for more than 5 minutes??
Like when? when? when?
Why treat me like an adult?
I mean they are 'adults',aren't they?
why can not adults share the same topic?
IS it because i's too sensitive
or
They DO NOT EVEN CARE FOR ME
HOW SAD IT IS
I try hard to get close to HIM
yet there's Nothing I get from him? like LOVE?
Should not every brother in this freaking world LOVE their sister?
Some siblings might quarrel with each other everyday
but that's what I really wish for long time
It's better to shout out than keeping all shit to yourself?
Sigh
..
..
..
Did not manage to answer his call
but I rushed home and my mum called him back
haix
Really wish to stay with him and my da sao again
How I wish they could NAG me everyday
now getting older
My older brother does not even bother to talk nonsense to me =\
When's the last time She 'joked'with me?
When's the last time He chated to me for more than 5 minutes??
Like when? when? when?
Why treat me like an adult?
I mean they are 'adults',aren't they?
why can not adults share the same topic?
IS it because i's too sensitive
or
They DO NOT EVEN CARE FOR ME
HOW SAD IT IS
I try hard to get close to HIM
yet there's Nothing I get from him? like LOVE?
Should not every brother in this freaking world LOVE their sister?
Some siblings might quarrel with each other everyday
but that's what I really wish for long time
It's better to shout out than keeping all shit to yourself?
Sigh
..
..
..
